you win some and you lose some.
Tis’ the season for giving right? well.. I like to say that I give on a daily basis so this whole “season” thing is just an excuse so people can have a dry spell of not being selfish for a month. When really you should be able to be selfish whenever you want, but then we get that whole guilty concious going and its all just a heap of stress and emotion.
Well, if you gave more frequently, maybe it wouldnt come to you as such a surprise. Therefore you should all put your best foot forward and be more selfless.
Yeah right..
Anywho. I am currently blogging about that fact that every time i succeed at something, theres always something bad lurking around the corner. Mind you, this is literally the story of my life; so Im no longer surprised by it. Its become more of a pest than a surprise.
Example. I was viewing my classes online to see how I did, and Ive really been worried about whether I was going to pass my english class or not, well come to find out that i DID pass! and it was a glorious moment.. And then seconds later I remember where I parked my car the night before and realized I parked on the wrong side of street and during the street cleaning hours. So I quickly scurried to my car already with the notion that I had a parking ticket. So to sum the story up. I passed my classes, and sleeping in cost me $52.50.
Well it keeps the balance consistent and that we always need to remain humble. This time around I’m okay with it. I do work hard for my money, but knowing me, I would probably blow that $52.50 on Chipotle, or some stupid shit. So it goes to the city I live in. And I probably owe it anyways just because of how clumsy I am sometimes when it comes to other peoples cars.
Anyway, the dues you pay to life are inevitable, and they CANNOT have my spirit.
C’ est la vie,
Ashleigh Fallon.
p.s. you have no idea how much I love Chipotle. *gotdammit.
